I’ve been feeling weird the past couple of days. I keep writing it off as me being tired but Idk it’s just that a week ago I thought I knew what made me happy and what I wanted in life, but now that What I thought I wanted is within my grasp I’m not as happy as I thought I would be.

Work was alright today. It started off badly but it got better through out the night. I’m so glad I have people I like at work.

I don’t like that I’m feeling this, but I want to have someone to text daily :|


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I was at work from 940-745 today >.> It’s the longest I’ve been at work so far. I had about a 45 minute break around 3 though.

All I had until I got home was 3 hours of sleep, a yoplait yogurt, and a starbucks bottle lol It’s not that I’m starving myself or anything, but I just don’t get hungry when I’m working at Gen. Smelling kbbq all day kinds of curve my hunger haha 

I’m so glad I wasn’t hungover from the night before. I enjoyed going out to drink after work though. I can see why older people do this on the daily haha I might just get a 30 pack and drink a can a day or something. BUT I DONT WANT A BEER BELLY >:| 

I tried leaguing after work, but it was super frustrating dealing with trolls lol I need to find people to league with, add me if you play! ign: lazyhoar

I’m so glad I have today off, working ten days straight is a little too much for me haha I miss volleyball, I hope I’ll be able to get some play time in the upcoming weeks. 

I’m starting to be super excited for escape.

ITS FINALlY COMING OUT!!! 😭😱😍😳😁 I’ve been waiting for the third book to come out for yearsssssss #sofuckingstoked #sohappy #patrickrothfuss #kingkillerchronicle #favoriteseries

ITS FINALlY COMING OUT!!! 😭😱😍😳😁 I’ve been waiting for the third book to come out for yearsssssss #sofuckingstoked #sohappy #patrickrothfuss #kingkillerchronicle #favoriteseries

Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you my dad and his expert ways of making my day go from great to shit. You’re supposed to be my dad. Or at least you were. How can you hit me up just to try to get me to buy you a new phone when you don’t even talk to me?

Ahhhhhh the more I work the happier I get :3 

So far everyone that I’ve been partnered up with have liked me. Andrew Daniel and Seaver all said that I’m a good partner and that I’m really good even though I’ve never had a serving job before.

I can’t help but feel like most of the workers are here only for money though. Don’t get me wrong there’s nothing wrong with that but it would be better if they actually enjoyed the job. I look around and I see that half of them are just super tired. I hope I don’t become like that in a couple of months

I got off work and my friends kidnapped me to go drinking with a friend we haven’t seen in a while. It’s been a long week and it was nice to drink and relax but it’s now 4am and I have to be up at 9 for work. I hope I don’t have a hangover.

I’m drunk so I’ll finally talk about this: dude I loved you. I can’t even tell you how much I cared for you. Probably more than I’ve cared for any guy in my life, but I can’t do it anymore. You push and push and push and now you’ve made yourself a victim and I can’t deal with that. It’s one thing to feel frustrated and depressed and another to make yourself out to be a victim. There are people around you who want to be there for you but if you don’t let them in then we can’t help you. You said Darren’s your family now and chose him over me who’ve always care and been there for you when you asked. I don’t know how to feel about that. I was fucking hurt and pissed and now I’m over it. Hmu when you want me in your life Kenneth

@anyone else who would treat me well, get at me. I’m ready to try dating now. It’s pretty obvious who I flirt with/am interested in. I’m down for ldr and texting/camming. I’d tag people but I’m not that drunk lol

I just want to be good to someone who will treat me the same.

Work was great today ^-^ It’s only making me like working at Gen more and more haha

I started by setting tables, and at the beginning I got a little annoyed cuz one of the headserver told me I was being too slow, but what she didn’t know was that 4 tables from Hall and 4 from Tables left at the same time so I was tryna bust my ass to set it as fast as I could, but someone else had to help me and she was like “Sam, I expect you to be able to set both areas. Do it faster.” The most annoying part is that I couldn’t really tell her that because @Gen they have this really stupid shitty policy that talking back to anyone in charge can be considered going against management. :| The Head servers are chill for the most part though. I held my tongue and it was fine, cuz I knew she wasn’t scolding me, just trying to motivate me to be better. I just felt it was a little unfair was all lol

But I started to serve later on and it was nice. I was partnered with Daniel for Tables and we served 4 large parties and we did really well. I was supposed to end at 1030, but Mai asked me to stay until closing cuz a big party came in late and she asked me to serve them. 

Mai is a headserver and she made 187 in tips tonight. Fucking crazy huh lol I made only 34 cuz I’m still new, but it makes me excited thinking about when I will be getting 100% tip haha

Chatted with my coworkers in the parking lot after we closed and it was nice. Daniel and Mimi came over to hookah for a bit. They just left actually lol

Tomorrow, err well today (thu) was supposed to be my day off, but someone asked for me to cover their shift so I am. I work 7-midnight. Basically closing lol We didn’t get off work until 1:20 ish 

I’m really happy with work right now ^-^